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Frustrated But Hopeful

Glorious Masters!

Please don’t throw tomatoes and hear me out! ๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I will start posting when I get back from mom’s this weekend.

But I feel I need to explain what’s going on since I’ve kept you all hanging so long.

Last year around this time I started a project on my job. The project goes into periods of intensity that leaves me drained especially since we’re short people.

Anyway, it was scheduled to be done last November/December… ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ

A year has past and its still giving me nightmares. Seriously, I wake up feeling as if I missed a deadline or something. ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธ

I write while I have time but when my brain is tired the juices don’t flow. I am pretty finished with the rough draft but it’s really rough and those who have followed me a long time know I try to make it neater before I bring it to you.

I guess I can post it as is, but I feel icky just thinking about it ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ

As for Discord, I had planned to post, but all I could think about posting is rants about this project and that’s not what I want to bring to you guys. Also, when I do think of something I get stage fright…anxiety… The introvert in me seems to be getting worse.

In fact, this post almost didn’t happen because of that… I’ll talk about it in another post maybe. ๐Ÿ˜•

Anywho, the project seems to be winding down…HOPEFULLY! But I’m still going to start posting soon. It may be slow so don’t expect several posts at once like I used to.

Love you all!

Blu๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™

14 Comments

  • Jenny

    Keep this (writing) as your pleasure and don’t let the pressure of posting make it less enjoyable. I’m sure we will love whatever you post, because you are gifted and have high standards. We’ll be here ๐Ÿ™‚ Thank you for posting this update. Take care!

  • woodengorilla

    Hey Blu, so good to hear from you. When work is so pressing and seemingly never ending, it eats your life. Please donโ€™t feel pressure to post here new content, you can do it when the time is right for you and you are ready. Just try to avoid burning out and take a good care of yourself. Weโ€™ll be here when you get back.

  • Brittany

    Hey bluโ€ฆ happy to hear from you. I know you are great. You got this!!!!! You can totally do it and you are awesome!!!!! So rant all you want in discord. Smile. Iโ€™ll definitely try and encourage you as much as possible. And donโ€™t let work stress you too much..

  • Brittany

    Hey Blu. Stay strong!!!!! You got this!!!!!! And don’t let work stress you too much. I understand the feeling of waking up because of the anxiety. By the way, I want access to discord don’t think I on it
    Plus you can definitely rant to us. I don’t sending encouragement your way any day or time

      • Sandra Mon

        Glad to hear from you,Blu, whether it is about your story or your life. I want you to know it’s ok, take your time and take care of yourself. I am always here. Love you and good luck,Blu๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿค.

      • sayang38us

        Life happens. Your mental n health important. Take yr time. We need your awesomely fab creative juices – n that only happens when you’ve got yr mojo. We luv u n your works n wil patiently waitโค.
        Pls add / invite me to yr Discord pls. Tks.

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